Monday, January 30, 2006

My mother

Yeah so my mom decides to piss me off today. She likes to nag about things I can't change. Like when I moved away to college my parents said that I needed to put all of my things in boxes and into my closet. Well my room is now empty, but my mom now wants me to go though my closet, where she put her stuff. This caused it to become much more cluttered than it already was.

So now since I can really do nothing she decides to harp on the fact that its not done. She is being really bitchy, I can't understand why she insists on keeping this an issue. I mean when I come home to get my stuff when I offically move I will make sure everything is gone. I just can't believe her. Damn it. Why does she get me this annoyed.

Thursday, January 26, 2006


I don't know what is wrong with me. Well so much for the guy. Thats not happening, he never called me. So yeah I'm depressed. I don't know what to do I mean whats wrong with me. I thought he was interested, goodness knows why I think. Apparently he isn't so lucky me gets to keep looking for another guy. Fuck this shit. I give the hell up. Ok well enough rant for me, I'm only getting angry and upset. I'm going to watch sex in the city and go to bed let this all go away.

Wednesday, January 25, 2006


So recently, even though I seem to be in a very great position, I have been feeling slightly depressed. I mean it seems as if I have it all, working at a great place, living in a wonderful city, starting to date again, I mean really there isn't much more that I could do. However there are still things that are happening that make me a little sad. First it seems that my family that I really love may not feel a lot for me.

I just finished working on an off-broadway show and we were all supposed to go see it one night, yeah that never happened. It really hurt me that they felt like not coming to my show wasn't going to mean anything to me. They are always like what are you doing, we want to see it, blah blah blah. Yet I give them lots of chances to see it and they never show up. It hurts. Now My cousin Jenn who is getting married in June didn't ask me to be in her wedding party. She is the first one that I could possibly be in and she decided that we weren't close enough. I mean not like I helped her move furniture or take up the tile in her apartment, no I would never be nice enough to do that. Its not that I did that to get something out of it, because I'm not like that, but I would think that since she has less bridesmaids than there are ushers she might actually think of asking me. I mean its not like it will cost her more. It just is painful.

On other fronts, I met a guy. Hes really nice. I think I might like him. However he has this horrible habbit of when we are instant messaging each other randomly signing off. I think he is interested in me, but who knows. We are going to have a second date this friday. I really can't wait until tomorrow is over. I'm sure work is going to be the longest ever on friday. Thats a given. Well if anything happends I guess I'll write. It helps me to write these things down, since I really don't have anyone to talk to this about.

Saturday, January 07, 2006

My ex is a jerk

Ok so I got this email from him like 2 weeks after my brithday just going blah blah happy birthday. I was like wow, super jerk to begin with and then one of our mutual friends was like hey his ex before you her birthday is right when he sent it. Then i was like well screw you jerk. I was a little touched at first when he emailed me but then I knew he was just an asshole and I am so much better off without him. Just wanted to vent.

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

The most wonderful time of the year

I am sitting here watching it snow outside of my window. It is so amazing. I think I will go take a walk. I feel like I have missed out on something so special while living in Florida. I love having white winters and sitting in front of a fire sipping hot chocolate. Also playing pinball is fun too. Got 106 million points. I only have to do that well and get 50 million more points and I can get on the leader board. I hope I can do it. Well all my practice is helping out. I love the snow, it makes me happy.